I've been marveling at what life was like a year ago. I was huge and exhausted and anxious...anxious that I wouldn't be able to handle two babies. Anxious that it would be really hard. Anxious that my marriage would suffer. Anxious that I would never get my old body back.
Well, I can tell you we made it and while it's been the hardest year thus far...it's also been kinda the most hilarious. I cannot imagine our lives without Lola. And truly, I think this is how my life was designed...things were just supposed to be this way.
Lola is our buddha baby. She is like a little cherub with big rosy cheeks. She is a pleasure to be around and a total cuddle bunny. She has the sweetest disposition. People often remark on how little she cries. We love her so.
It's a crazy realization when you audible that this is your last baby. You're officially done. When I look at this face though...I gotta tell ya...I'm okay with that. I feel pretty darn lucky to be her mama.
Happy birthday my dear Loli.
We love you.